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..live for the times..
...with the people you love...


1.So I try to laugh about it
Cover it all up with lies
I try to
laugh about it
Hiding the tears in my eyes

2. When you're left with only a bullet
I'll bring the trigger and the promise to pull it

3. A bullet with your name right though my chest proving love was worth dying for

4. it hasn't been that long,
since we drank to the sunset until it was gone.
and down with it went our pain and fear,
as we slowly broke contact more and more with every beer.
and we passed out in each other's arms.
both admitting we'd never felt better, never felt so warm.
but awoke in each other's eyes,
without wearing a stitch of clothing,
we were both deeply in disguise.
and maybe i just set aside
the fact that you were broken hearted,
in my own special selfish way.
and if i hadn't set aside,
the fact that you were broken hearted.
hell knows where your heart would be today.
maybe with me.
seems it's been so long
since we kissed, through the darkness,
until it was dawn.
up with it came our pain and fear,
that we'd already lost each other,
we both knew that the end was near.
maybe i just set aside,
the fact that you were broken hearted,
in my own special selfish way.
and if i hadn't set aside,
the fact that you were broken hearted,
hell knows where your heart would be today.
maybe with me.

5. I’m still waiting for
You to be the one I’m waiting for

Something tells me that this is going to make sense
Something tells me it’s going to take patience
Something tells me that this will all work out in the end

6. They lied to you
when they said you can't breathe underwater
I lied too, when I said I was hard
I'm soft.
Softer than a thirft store sweater
Thrice as worn in.


7. love is just another word for pain
it's a broken record repeating the same thing
when you want it it's not there
when you have it you don't care
when i lose it in the end...

the heartbreak, the heartache is more than i wanted
we gave up, we made up
it's not like you cared
deception, depression is all that i've got
am i losing what's there

and i've made up my mind
i'd be better off alone
love is just a waste of time

and all the lonely nights
and all the crushing scenes
and all the pointless fights

someone tell me what it means
someone tell me why hearts break
'cuz sometimes i think this thing called love is another word for pain

and i'm giving up on happy endings
the one's that are only in movies
where the guy gets the girl and everybody's happy
i think that's the way it should be

the heartbreak, the heartache is more than i wanted
we gave up, we made up
it's not like you cared
deception, depression is all that i've got
am i losing what's there

and i've made up my mind
i'd be better off alone
love is just a waste of time

and all the lonely nights
and all the crushing scenes
and all the pointless fights

someone tell me what it means
someone tell me why hearts break
'cuz sometimes i think this thing called love is another word for pain


8. She puts on the light
She looks in the mirror
And cries to herself
It's becoming much clearer that
He's not where he says
He's not hanging with her
She flicks off the light
And she turns with a shiver
And when he comes home
He blood races cold
It's like being caught
In a rough strangle hold
They've done it so long
But for now she'll just keep hanging on

Cause the little things remind her
Of the good times they have had
Whenever she recalls those things
It's hard to think that he's so bad

It seems no matter where she goes
She hears this song on the radio, radio
And when she does she smiles to it
And no matter how hard she tries
She can turn it up
Or let it die, let it die
Even though she knows
He's driving her to ruin

She's falling in love
With a new boy and his smile
But she can't admit
To herself her hearts run wild
Her story time dreams
Of a fairy tale life

Are holding her back
To keep fighting this lost life
So she still holds on
To the hope he might change
But one hundred percent
Of the time he's the same
And now her heart has been smashed
The wheel has been broke
But she clings to the end of that rope

Cause the little things remind her
Of the good times they have had
Whenever she recalls those things
It's hard to think that he's so bad
It seems no matter where she goes
She hears this song on the radio, radio
And when she does she smiles to it
But no matter how hard she tries
She can turn it off
Or let it die, let it die
Even though she knows
He's driving her to ruin
It seems no matter where she goes
She hears this song on the radio, radio
And when she does she smiles to it
But no matter how hard she tries
She can turn it off
Or let it die, let it die
Even though she knows
He's driving her to ruin

9. im DRUNK off your kiss
for another night in a row
this is becoming routine for me

10. It was three AM when you woke me up
And we jumped in the car and drove as far as we could go
Just to get away
We talked about our lives
Until the sun came up
And now I'm thinking about
How I wish I could go back
Just for one more day
One more day with you


11. I wanted you
For nothing more
Than hating you
For what you were
If that's what you wanted to hear


12. With a star for every lie, I know I'd fill the sky
I will wish on them tonight but if you crash down so will I
So this is what I have, a reminder of another
When I thought I had you smiling,
I guess I should have learned to read your eyes
your eyes, your eyes, your eyes
it's the competition, it's the conversation
and if you find me, I'll be racing
between memory and catastrophy
as if they didn't mean the same thing
this dream is forever





josh.! <3 12*20*04

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